I Would Never Really Hurt Myself

I Would Never Really Hurt Myself

But between the Paxil withdrawal (heart palpitations, serious sleep deprivation over the last several weeks) and the allergies (congestion, sneezing, burning eyes and face, headache for two days now), plus the fact that I’m sticking to Weight Watchers very carefully and even added exercise with no evidence of weight loss, I’m feeling pretty all-around awful. Hating my life right now, feeling very sorry for myself, not seeing relief in my future. It’s bad, very bad. One of the wondrous things Paxil can do for you is induce suicidal thoughts, and I’d say that’s probably what’s happening. Pretty much ruins your whole day. I would never, ever, ever kill myself, but it sure would be a lot easier to ignore the stupid thoughts if I’d been getting more than 4-6 hours interrupted sleep a night for the last month and a half. I think I’m priming myself to join that class action suit against Glaxo-SmithKline.